The purpose of the heat in.a Sweatlodge is to melt you out of your rational mind, and into your heart. Failing that, I find a hot bath helps. One that is sufficiently hot that it takes a while to get into. And you just lie there and let the heat have its way. Occasionally hold the back of your head under the water so your brain gets it too. It will set you up for the evening, bring you close to yourself, which is what we are really seeking when we reach for the alcohol, or whatever our self-medication is. Just before bed is good for deep sleep. Just before work in the morning may not be so good: the left-brain has its claims and its uses.
Friday, 6 October 2023
Wednesday, 27 September 2023
RELIGION: MEDIEVAL AND MODERN
People used to be required to believe in a guy who died pre-emptively for their sins 2000 years ago, or they would burn in hell forever.
Nowadays we are required to believe that unless we dismantle our whole way of life, there will be an apocalypse in which the world itself will burn.
There's maybe not a lot of difference. Both are redemptive religious beliefs, and no doubt the collective needs them. Given the choice, I'd probably stick with what we used to have. The most I hope for is to be able to gnaw at the edges of dogma and foster islands of sanity. Meanwhile, the planet will carry on as before, oblivious of our attempts to save her
Friday, 22 September 2023
THE SHAPESHIFTERS TRILOGY
My next book, The Shapeshifters Trilogy, is available for pre-order on Amazon. It is a fantasy novel that gives expression to my experience of working with the Spirits - Shapeshifting. It is also a world-transforming myth that addresses the old cultural clash between spirit and reason. If you buy it and leave a genuine rating on Amazon, I will give you not one but two free astrology/tarot readings, as it's a substantial, albeit page-turning, read.
From the back of Shapeshifters: "In a world where dogmatic science has replaced tyrannical religion, the Shapeshifters – those with the ability to take animal form – are ruthlessly hunted down by the ruling Logos. Janwar is a teenager with a nascent gift for Shapeshifting, whose ambitious father is appalled by his son’s proclivity; Alicia is a rebel daughter of the aristocracy, unashamed of her affinity with the animal world. Together with their Shapeshifting friends – Diana the intuitive Dwarf, William the magical adept, Rowena the Rhino and Francis, a mole in the Logos - they must find and rescue Queen Elfina, who has been spirited away because of her Otherworldly sympathies.
Elfina in her turn has a larger destiny to fulfil: reconciling the forces of science, led by the diabolical Roger Bacon, and resurgent religion, led by the charismatic Zeus Messiah. She has the ancient elemental powers of the Earth at her disposal, along with the help of the Shapeshifters, but will that be enough to pacify these old enemies?
A page-turning drama that addresses a central mythological theme of our times, Shapeshifters is also a real-world exploration of the larger humanity that emerges from embodying animal spirits."
Monday, 18 September 2023
ST JEROME AND I
It has been occurring to me that in writing my book The Medicine Wheel, I took the spirit, the essence of a tradition and reinvented it for our culture. Not only did I reinvent it, I added to the tradition. The Medicine Wheel is now something we can claim as our own, and not because of my book alone.
St Jerome is the archetype of the translator in our culture. He translated the Bible from the original Hebrew into Latin. Up until then, translations from Greek into Latin had been used. OK, he didn't reinvent a whole tradition, but even in translating words you need a poet's mind, you need to grasp the spirit of what is being said and find an equivalent. Which cannot be literally exact, and adds new meaning, as well as losing some of the old.
For me, there has also been a strange synchronicity. St Jerome had come to mind recently in relation to my work. The Medicine Wheel was published on 30 Sept 2022, which is the Feast Day of St Jerome. I couldn't believe it when I found that out. Yes, I am being told, we are both translators of something deep. And my book was published 23 years after attending my first course on the Wheel, and having been with it, one way or another, ever since. This was exactly the amount of time Jerome took to complete his translation.
Sunday, 10 September 2023
SUN, RAIN, SOIL and WIND
All the same, I prefer to say Sun, Rain, Soil and Wind. You can feel them, taste them, smell them, even as you are reading this. Everything is to be found in allowing ourselves to be drawn, with gratitude, into that sensory experience of the world. You don't need books or teachers or spirit guides. That is all this thing we call shamanism is: allowing the spirit to incarnate through its delight in the natural world. And you can do it in a city.
Thursday, 31 August 2023
THE SHAMANIC RED PILL and BLUE PILL
Healers and teachers of all sorts need to take the red pill, and stand apart from the collective currents of the day. Not that those currents are necessarily wrong, there is often some truth in them, but frequently simplified to the point of falsehood. Are you a Tory/Republican-hating, anti-vaxx, apocalyptic environmentalist? If you are part of any of those currents, then the chances are that you have taken the counter-cultural - in this case shamanic - blue pill of the day. And note how oppositional all those currents are.
The counter-culture, which goes back 60 years, is founded on rebellion. That cannot be a lasting paradigm. But it vitiates much of the modern shamanic world: the attitude of opposition, of knowing better, can give us a sense of who we are, and a sense of virtue. Of course there are critiques of society and its politics to be made, that is part of our job description. But the standing apart, the disengagement, has no place if you are any kind of teacher or healer. It is a spiritual bypass.
Wednesday, 23 August 2023
PRAYER
When we know what's in our heart, life can move forward. Sometimes we know, sometimes we don't, and then it can take a long time to discover: it can be a process of unfoldment, a change we are going through. We can feel all at sea, it may go on for years, and it brings some comfort when we know it needs to be like that. We just have to trust the Mystery and the benign Mother who takes care of us.
One of the purposes of prayer - whether in a Pipe Ceremony or talking privately to the fairies - is to find what's in our heart. The act of talking openly in a sacred context is a catalyst. Really life needs to be one continous prayer from the heart, in which we are constantly giving thanks for this beautiful life, while living from deep within: this inevitably connects us to everything and everyone about us. Then we are in balance, then we are in the Centre of our Wheel.










