CHAOS
SHAMANISM 4: PRAYER and the NATURAL WORLD
So here's
the fourth part in this Chaos Shamanism series. God knows how long it's going to
carry on for. Well that's the way of it, it's Chaos! Chaos really means staying
close to your heart. It can sound a bit hard, a bit harsh saying Chaos. Yeah,
it's like there's no feeling or it's an idea, and it's not like that. It's actually
about being close to your heart, because your heart doesn't work in that
rational human ordered kind of way, and Chaos just means not that.
We need that
rationality, we need it in order to run our lives, but underneath it all that's
not who we are. It's about remaining close to that. I read a book many years
ago now called The Spears of Twilight by Philip d’Escola, he was a young French
anthropologist who spent two years with the Achuar Indians in the Amazon jungle.
He's now a sort of mandarin, a grand guy in French anthropology. But he was a
young researcher then, and he lived with these people for two years. He said for some of them, everything they do
is a prayer. I thought wow what a way to live.
What does
that mean, that everything you do is a prayer? It means you're connected with your
heart to everything that you do, and that you're wishing for a good outcome. You're
asking with gratitude for a good outcome. Prayer is founded in gratitude. It
means a conversation with the natural world, that's one way of putting it,
that's a sort of Navajo way. It's not about asking a deity, it's about being
with the natural world, because we're part of it. And so it's founded in
gratitude, it's founded in this sense that we're taken care of, we're helped,
and that we can maybe get further help from that benign power.
It's
interesting what nature is. I'm going on a slight digression here, but I want
to. This is Chaos so I can! We have two kind sof attitudes or archetypes in the
west towards nature. We have nature as sort of pristine, as fragile, as Gaia, as
the mother who takes care of us. And then there's nature red in tooth and claw,
the sort of Hobbesian version. The first one is Rousseau, yeah man is born free
but is everywhere in chains. Piece of nonsense, if you ask me. Although we do
know how to play as children and we can forget how to play, but that's
something else. And then the Hobbesian attitude, you know, life is nasty brutish
and brutish and short. So we have these two archetypes of nature running alongside
each other, they are contradictory, but that’s ok, we just need to hold those
opposites, it’s only the rational mind that has to have everything neatly tied
up.
I think the
environmental movement tends to lean one-sidedly towards nature as sort of
pristine, benign and fragile, and you know we must protect her from the nasty
humans, that's the underlying feeling. And that gets mixed up with Shamanism, because
of course we love the natural world, we remember we are part of it. But we also
know it's tough, nature is red in tooth and claw. The Chippewa Cree used to
send their teenage boys naked out into the wilds on their own for a month, with
just a knife and a blanket. They would have to learn to survive. Of course,
Health and Safety would get you for child abuse nowadays if you did that. But
the Chippewa Cree understood and appreciated this other side of nature, how can
you not when you are living close to the laws of survival? It is maybe a sign
of our softness and decadence that we think of the earth as fragile and in need
of our protection.
Nature
doesn't guarantee your survival. This business of rights to happiness and life
and liberty, that's a human invention, nature doesn't think like that. An
antelope on the Serengeti doesn't think it has a right to life, it had better
look out sharp or it won't have a life anymore!
So nature is
both, and she can take care of herself, and yes of course we need to take care
of her as well, be respectful and ask her for things, we need to take from her respectfully.
She has riches that she gives freely to us, she gives us of her oil, she gives to
us of her rare earth elements. We humans have this technological inventive
genius, and it's part of our nature, in a way it's a unique part of nature,
it's something unique we bring to the table.
I don’t want
to over-egg that uniqueness, because if you read Frans de Waal’s books - he's a
great primatologist who died this year – he showed there's nothing in humans
that isn't also shared by animals, whether cognitively or emotionally. He's
written two books on that: Mama's Last Hug, about animal emotions, mainly
chimpanzee, and then another book called Are we intelligent enough to know how
intelligent animals are? They sometimes even have certain types of cognition we
don't have!
So there is
a continuity between humans and animals, but at the same time we bring
something to the table, this huge inventiveness, and we need to trust it
because it's natural to us, and our job is not to oppose that with fear, but to
support it and work to keep it in balance. Our shamanic job, if you like, is to
keep humanity in balance with where it's going, rather than cling on to a
pristine past, as if how we are now is somehow wrong and unnatural and killing
the Earth, and all that sort of attitude. You can see this in environmentalism
in its extreme form, the fundamentalist environmentalists who hate humanity and
all its works, think of humanity as a cancer. That any changes in the earth due
to humans are automatically bad, because humans caused them. Well, we're
shamanic, we love humanity and we love all of nature: we love the nature of
each creature and plant, and we love our own nature. So be discerning in your
sympathies for the environmental movement. Not just the obvious nut-jobs who go
around wearing death masks and glueing themselves to roads, but the more widespread
and less obvious putting down of humanity. It is life-denying.
So back to
prayer. This ongoing prayer, it would require a considerable depth and
attention from you to be living from that place all the time and listening to
that place, and not doing something if it feels wrong. There is a whole other area there, to do with
feelings, and trusting feelings and not trusting feelings. It can be one of the
shadows of the counter culture that I talked about last time, which is that we may
mistrust reason and overvalue feeling: if I feel it, well then I'll do it and it's
not like that. We need to consult feeling as part of the whole context in us, the
complex in us of feeling, thought, instinct, body, imagination, inspiration and
experience. We need to consult all of these things, and through that we
gradually learn which feelings to trust and which feelings not to trust.
A good example
is romantic feelings, they can blow us right off course, I’m sure we’ve all
experienced this. And you know if you've woken up and you're in a mood, then
you don't trust what it's telling you about the world, that the world's terrible
and what's the point of being here, that's your mood and what you learn is that,
well you can't just get rid of the feeling, you have to make friends with it
and live with it. We learn to tolerate ourselves, as one therapist told me, what
she sees herself doing is helping people tolerate themselves. So we're tolerating
certain feelings, we're learning to live with them make friends with them, stop
judging them, but don't act on them, we need to hold on to ourselves. On the
one hand we're not putting ourselves down and judging ourselves, but on the
other hand we're quite rigorous with ourselves, we need to be honest with ourselves.
That's a whole other area.
I think I’ll
just stick with prayer for this one, because that's essential and it's what Pipe
Ceremony is about, and what the Sweat Lodge is about: prayer. It's about
sitting with your life, and firstly giving thanks for what works in it. We
forget to give thanks for things like food and shelter and friends and family,
we we think oh you know the world's in a terrible state and this society's
awful. Actually it really takes care of us, yes it's out of balance in many ways.
But that's our nature as humans, we get out of balance regularly. Animals and
plants, they know how to live according to their natures, while we're still
working that one out, because we are the newborn ones, we only arrived
recently. So this ongoing prayer, that is another way of saying what Chaos Shamanism
is about. I'm not convinced I've got the right word yet with Chaos Shamanism
maybe I'll end up calling it something else, but that's a whole other thing. Chaos
has got a lot going for it. Anyway, we'll leave it for now.